Ftf - i remember taking this picture, 1 year ago, i hated it for the longest time because not only how i looked but also how i felt at the time. when you start on your journey, you really don’t know how much you’re going to change. everyone has an idea, but thinking of an idea and actually seeing it with your own eyes, it’s a completely different state of mind. the confidence, the peace of mind, and just the overall feeling of life has completely changed. i remember anytime i’d get invited somewhere, i would find an excuse to not go at all. not only my mind would start thinking if i would fit on the chairs, what am i going to wear, am i going to standing for a long time. we literally calculate everything as we go, the worst part about it is that we settle for it, rather than making the changes. i’ve been there before, countless times, it’s a never ending battle against yourself, but it’s possible to end that mental stigma against yourself. things won’t happen overnight, but it’s a work in progress, take your breaks when you have to, but when you’re back, give it your all.
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